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a.k.a msBENDANsince 2004
25 1o 1990
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YMonday, July 30, 2007

it had been a long time ever since i post anything right ? there, i posted something. argh. so many things happen within a short period of time eh ? sad. well well, let's look forward to a better future! ;D argh. so fucking boring, still have lecture tomorrow. have to wake up early. tired. only first week of school. already tired like dog. i have to endure for about a YEAR. oh my god. life's a bitch man. beginning to hate my life, hate everything i used to love. hatred? wow. it had been such a LONGGGGG time, i said 'hatred' or something like that. i used to enjoy those times, slacking, working, clubbing, late night movies, im quite tired of those already. no money = not happy. well, can say i still miss those times, but without the fucking money, i cant enjoy those. holy shit! LIFE'S REALLY A FUCKING BITCH. mine is a fucking sad one. god is so unfair, why some of us (human) have the money, but dont have the time. why some of us have the looks, but dont have talent. why why why ! there's so many 'WHY?!' in my mind now. argh, really.. no money! how?! no money = no slacking = no clubbing = NO SHOPPING ?! omfg. this is the third time im gonna type this, LIFE'S A BITCH. go fuck yourself. argh. im so not gentle, no wonder im not attached. damn sad regarding this :'( i miss clubbing. i miss shopping, i miss slacking! argh. i've decided ! to save money and get myself a new handphone and a digital camera. if only i can save. lol. i can hardly save money nowadays. imagine i go school with a pathetic $2 ?! LMAO. money money money ! it's all about the money !
im so stressed nowadays, dont ask me what, there's alot alot alot. really. too much to even type out. &some you guys may even think it's freaking SILLY &LAME. so, i better not. that's the aftermath of keeping to much unhappiness in my heart for a long long time. so, volcano erupted at the maximum. too emo these days. trying to cheer up. bad things happened to me all at one go. backstabbing, lies, being make fun &stuffs. argh. dont say already. really sad.
there's something i would like to clarify here. I DID NOT GO FOR A FUCKING NOSE JOB AITES ! ): stop saying that my nose is fake one. i feel sad. my nose is 100% natural and real okays ! so stop saying that i went for a nose job and things liddat. c'mon la. im only 16going17, where i gonna get the money for a nose job?! oh my god. and im really 16going17 aites ! hmph!!

laptop spoilt, will update asap. i miss clubbing.
p.s, decided to enroll for dance class when i have money.
hope i wont be late for tomorrow's lecture. may god bless me (:


Y emo-shitted,
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