SECOND TIME WE QUARRELED. DAMN IT ): i like to quarrel. but i got to know what he's feeling, why is he behaving this way. hais. i understand liao la. he dont like people to interfere too much. so, i shall not. and i shall not ask too much.
quarrel bring a couple much closer. i hope this applies to us too. i hope he knows what im feeling too. sometimes, i really wonder am i his gf ? hmm. i know im thinking too much. but his actions lead me too. maybe because he's those guys who dont put
GIRLFRIEND as the first priority. at least, i know why he's like that already. and i know what he dont like. so, i shall not do the things he dont like.
i wont sms / call him until he sms / call me. i'll wait. even if it's 1 week, 1 month, or even 1 year. it's ok, i'll just wait.
to him:do you know why im behaving this way ? perhaps it's because im not used to it. in the past, you'll still sms me no matter how busy. you'll still sms me even if i dont sms you. but now, you explained, so at least i know what you're thinking. you know if i get a reply from you, i'll be like so damn happy, as if i tio 4D first prize ? you'll never know how happy i am la. maybe because you dont feel this way. boy, just remember im always here for you. i hope you'll still miss me :[i'll love you no matter what. i'll always be here, waiting for you..
Y emo-shitted,
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