i feeling sad. very sad. i dunno la ): mayb i`m crazy or wad la. hais. i`m blogging for the 2nd time today. dam it. dunno why i crying. i know crying don`t solve the DAMN PROBLEM, but i just couldn`t help it la. HAIS ='( hais. hais hais hais. ARGH. i hate myself. sometimes, i`m just pretending to be happy. i think too many things keep inside my heart then BREAK DOWN. HAISSSSSSSSS~ how i wish my life can go on without him. i`m going crazy ok. [ TO THE PERSON WHO MADE ME SAD: i think you regretted knowing me, from now onwards, you can just pretend not knowing me delete all my contact in your msn, handphone whatever shit la. I DONO LA. )'= i`m sorry that i cannot be perfect. i`m so useless. very... useless. all i know is to cry. i dont mean to give you trouble or wad SHIT LA. i dont mean it.. i don`t expect you to love me ): you happy can liao. i`m happy as long you are.. zhu ni xing fu. ]
how i wish i can turn back time. hais. i`m like crying like siao now. )'= the more i try to hold back my tears the more the tears are dripping down. HAIS. maybe i shouldn`t have exist in this world. maybe i shouldn`t.... )':
Currently Listening to: Kelly Poon - Ai Wu Li )'=
Y emo-shitted,
5:49 PM
